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I am a 33 year old female living in South Florida. I am not interested in cyberlove or any other kind of hooking up online. I just want to find some FRIENDS that are involved in similar (or not so silmilar) belief systems. I am new to the Pagan path and haven't quite found my niche. I find wicca to be appealing, though have no one to teach me, I don't think there is much witchcraft that can be really taught from books. I am trying to develop my spirituality before I attempt any spellworking. I meditate when I can, and do find time to mull over what I think are important questions. I grew up in a house devoid of religion, except when my mom would send me to vacation bible school in the summer so she could have peace and quiet (read that as- get drunk and high and not have to be a responsible parent).

I am involved in a monogomous heterosexual relationship for the past 5 years with my best friend. He studies traditional chinese medicine, and tends to shy away from anything mainstream. He has encouraged me to seek a path that makes me feel. I read about many religions and attended different churches and synagogues to see if it felt right, but it didn't. I don't feel that I connect with anything if I am stuck inside a building. I would rather be barefoot in the grass, or even sitting at the beach watching the ocean when I connect to that which is bigger than me. I believe also that a male dominated religion is not for me, and have believed for a long time that a Goddess or Great Mother was a more likely deity (for myself).

For the first time in my entire life, I feel as if I am on the right path.